Riddle me this Tozer me that

So, I have been reading A.W. Tozer's, Whatever Happened to Worship?, and the first chapter has already convicted me. This is the reason: I have been searching for a worship ministry for the past two months and the whole process seems really forced on my end and its my own fault. I feel like I need everything figured out right away and I let God take the back seat in my Honda Element. I have been talking with many friends about my job hunt and that word "job" is the problem. It should be a calling, a purpose, a worship hunt but not because worship is right in front of me everyday. I can worship now if wanted to and you know what, I guess I am.

Tozer's quote, "I am of the opinion that we should not be concerned about working for God until we have learned the meaning and the delight of worshiping Him."

That quote opened my eyes. It made me think and re-evaluate my motivation and everything I do. I guess everything I do I should do it for the Lord, not man/ myself. (Col. 3:23) revised on the top of my head. Anyway, what do you think????

Being Sick

I hate being sick and I don't like telling people that I am sick because as soon as you tell someone you are sick, they start feeling bad for you. Cough Cough.